"it gets better" fucking when?!

How exactly will anything get better? Will a magical fucking fairy sprinkle me in "get better" dust? Stop saying this shit!!! Nothing good happens just like that it requires a shit ton of dedication and energy to MAYBE improve, but I'm tired of trying to grow as a person and I just want to wither away. I'm so tired, comparing myself to others and getting kicked down while I'm at the lowest point. Yeah it probably does get better for some, after they get a little cry out of their system and go back to their family, social circle, job, but I don't have a place to turn to, as I'd guess a lot of people on this sub. Life gets shitter and shittier by the day, I've seen what's ahead and I'd rather die.