I can't stand being transgender

There is no good part about it. Everything sucks. The amount of time, money, pain, and effort you need to put in over years and years to still not pass perfectly, and to still have lost a third of your life, and to tread thin water and hide your past...

My fault for being born wrong I guess. No I don't feel this way because of transphobia, I feel this way because of dysphoria. Transphobes are stupid and there's probably gonna be ones in the comments proving my point. I don't care about them. I care about my life being lesser and worse; never getting to be what I want.

I watch cis women exist in their day to day lives every day and I just cry. I can't be that. I can never be that. I'll always be lesser.

I swear if anyone says "have you just tried being a man then" you don't know anything about trans people if you say that.