Ive financially ruined myself at 25

In 2022, I was extremely depressed after graduating college, losing 2 jobs in my field, and having to work at Dunkin Donuts to make ends meet. I had a 2k cash car that broke down, and I needed a new one. I went with my mom to a dealership, and we were not approved by anyone because I had just started working at Dunkin. I got approved at one place, but the car has a 29% APR. My mom told me I wouldn't find anything better and that I need to be able to get to work so reluctantly I signed the paperwork. I have been paying on the car for 2 years now. I don't know why it's finally hitting me how bad of a decision that was. If I would've taken 2 seconds to Google good APR for a car or done other research into other dealerships I wouldn't be in this mess. I had a hard time finding work in my field again but landed a part- time job at a one on one assisted stretching facility. I worked there and Dunkin for a while but Dunkin was very toxic and my coworkers would literally fight each other. I left Dunkin and just worked more hours at my part-time job. I tried to add more work with this part-time job and even went full- time at one point but my hours were always getting cut and nothing seemed to work well with it. My car payment was my only bill for awhile so the monthly payments didn't seem too bad to me. I paid like this for 2 years until today. Student loan payments are about to resume shortly, and I look at my 12k balance. I do the math and I realize that I've put over $15,000 into my shitty car. My student loans could have been paid off in full without any interest but instead I bought a shitty car with a criminally high interest rate. Now, I am still making payments on the car and student loans will be coming out soon. I've also accumulated about 4k in credit card debt due to my hours being cut at work again and having to make the car payment.

I have about 3k left on the car, 12k in student loans, and 4k on the credit card. About 19k in debt at 25 years old. I could have avoided almost all that debt if I just hadn't got the car. I feel suicidal. I am unsure if I can make payments on all the cards, car, and student loans. I just did everything so wrong and without thinking.