Is this embarrassing to put this on Spotify?

I know the quality isn’t all there because I don’t have the best equipment but I guess what I’m asking is if it would be embarrassing to put this on Spotify and show it to my friends haha. I’ve listened to it so much I can’t tell if it’s bad or good anymore. Also I know the ending is not good im thinking I should redo the whole ending? Not necessarily looking for advice (except for ending) because I know this song and mixing is not everyone’s style but just wanna know if i would be embarassing myself by putting it out there. How do i end it? I want to make it sound big but the trap beat just ain’t cutting it.