I think I’ve finally reached it

I need to stop drinking. I’m tired of feeling like shit - hungover, shameful, depressed, wasting days on end. My place is a mess.

I’ve been sober curious for a while but didn’t want to be so uncool. Like I didn’t need to go full on sober, you know. But I live in NYC where bars don’t close if you know the right place and I end up out until 10 am the next day. And then I was like, well it’s not the booze, it’s the coke. That’s the real problem. But it’s all the problem. One leads to the other and then I’m around people that are partaking and therefore enabling and encouraging.

It’s just not fun anymore. I hope I can stick to it. Could use some encouragement