Upon the anniversary of my last attempt on my life, here are my comments.

After a rough, tormenting childhood and many attempts to end my life, on this day last year, I discovered Take Me Back To Eden by Sleep Token.

I’ve been through CSA/SA my entire life. Angry at myself. Hurting myself because I believed I deserved it. “No amount of self-sought fury will bring back the glory of innocence.”People make what they wish to of lyrics. But for me, that phrase spoke to my inner child. It was not my fault; I was hurting myself for nothing.

Take Me Back To Eden stopped my last attempt. From then on, I found a partner who cherishes me for who I am. I found myself finally stable and on my own, living in the city I’ve always wanted to live in.

It will get better. Music speaks louder than words at times, and the gods knew I needed to hear those words before I did something that would have caused so much pain to my loved ones.

Thank you for reading. I wanted to share and express my thankfulness and gratitude, and contribute hope and positivity to all those that are struggling.

-Søren. 🖤🖤🖤