Now I’m just plain skinny.

So I lost 20lbs over the course of a few months being consistently in a calorie deficit and my fitness had improved quite a lot so I’m going all the way with my intention to transform my physique.

However, I’m in a phase where it’s probably best to start gaining weight again but stuffing my face with 3000 calories a day honestly makes me uncomfortable all the time. The only time I feel normal is when I’m fasting and not feeling like I’m about to burst. Eating and shitting and pissing all day long is not the life for me but if I know the discomfort will go away with time, that would be really great to hear

Is this the new normal or does it get easier with time ?