How to get motivated ?

Hi everyone

I have been through a lot past years and I am really struggling to motivate myself (I have been working as escort for a long time). However I do need the money and usually when I got to the appointment it is okay, but the extra boost to get outside home is so complicated. I know I am struggling probably with depression but I cant stop working without being homeless. I have actually to buy a new car, store some money for later etc. So I need it. I wonder if there is a group of girls helping each others to get motivated on daily basis. I am not from the US so I find difficult to find a girls in my situation in my area. Happy to hear from you !