Is it weird to still say "merry Christmas " to friends and close people?

15F

I joined recently snd since today is Christmas I responded to my bf with a "merry christmas" along with a few others.

I also still kinda have to celebrate even though I am not Christian as my family is heavily religious. I guess I'm just a bit nervous to say anything else. Even though I'm not really hiding it from my bf nor friends that I am part of TST now.

I am not hiding it from my bf or friend (well I haven't told my highly religious family nor friends but they have an idea that I'm part of something because they saw my satanic symbol necklace and drawings. ) but I'm still really nervous to say anything that will stand out

I find it easier to say I am TST online but that usually doesn't get the best reaction depending where I am.

I reallt wanna find thr courage too because people around me are allowed to openly show they are part of Christianity for example. without being judged. I wanna be the same and say proudly and openly that i am part of TST and am a satanist. Im also just trying to not get into it much as i still lack alot of knowledge and i dont wanna spread misinformation. I worry i have already but yeah. I'm just still quite nervous to try be more open about it

Edit 1: thank you guys for clearing it up more . I'm quite the overthinker so sorry for the stupid questionsl. ❤️