Does anybody else feel this way?

Well, our body is white. Not mixed, not tan, white. I however am a poc inside headspace, but I don’t tell people that because it feels wrong to identify as such because our body is white. I can’t change that. I don’t want to change that, but sometimes it just feels gross to know that I can never be who I want to be because of the body. Can’t be a femboy, can’t be a calico, can’t be a poc.