Tired of running

Im 29 M, and i refuse to carry this habit into my 30s.. As the title says I'm tired of this. It may work it may not, i'm now on a mission to cause the biggest, baddest and scariest panic attack so I can fight against it and i mean fight against it by sitting patiently with it. For years I've ran from anxiety, opportunities trying to avoid a full on panic attack, ive missed out on travel, jobs... no more.. I dont care if i cause a burn out, dont care if something happens and i faint, im tired! We are our greatest enemy and now its time to stop running.

Note To myself...

Come and get me!