Drained

I officially am drained from working here. I made it a pledge to work here long because this is the “first job” i had that’s a decent experience but ever since they are trying to promote me to be a cook, I feel overly drained. I still go to college and I have been behind on my school work. Which I can partially blame on myself because I also kinda come home and go to sleep because of how tired I am but still. I use up my “study time” to study all the recipes that I was told to learn because I have a cook test. They recently fired two cooks too, well one was fired and the other one just disappeared. I just feel like I don’t want the cook job even though the pay is great and I am a college student. So at times it’s worth it but i’m drained and I don’t want my grades to suffer only because I have been focused on Panda. I know other college students are able to be a cook and manage the stress but it’s overly stressful for me atm. Tbh I didn’t even want the cook position I was just told that I have my cook test in so and so day and that they see me as a perfect fit. I don’t want to say much because I feel bad that they have been teaching me and see so much in me but I feel tired of it. I don’t wanna seem like a weakling either so. I don’t know what to do but I just wanted to rant that out.