Anybody else falling back into fan fiction?

I definitely disassociated back in my youth in fan fictions. It was the best escape. So immediately when dealing with the loss of Liam I wanted to go back to those fan fictions where the boys are different versions of themselves, alive, in my world. I look forward to new fanfics that are like alternate universes where Liam lives, someone saves him, a new story is written for him.