[UPDATE] My mother physically abused me

Link to my previous post ^

I don't know what I'm doing wrong. As I mentioned in the previous comments, she had taken my charger away. So I took her cable and charged my phone. She got extremely angry and hit me so hard when I wasn't looking, that I fell down. So this time I didn't hold back and I pushed her arm away. So she proceeded to pull my hair, for which I retaliated by pulling her hair back. She dug her nails into my skin and I did the same. So she left me. She came back after 5 minutes with a wooden spatula and hit me on my face, back and stomach. It was so bad that I even pissed my pants.

I screamed on top of my lungs so that this time the neighbours hear. And thanks to y'all she actually stopped after i screamed. Anyways, I'm left with a bleeding hand and face. I'll be going to the hospital tomorrow to get an xray and bandages. She told me not to tell the doctor that she hit me. I think at this point I've given up. I'll let her hurt me and I'll hurt her back until she stops. It's high time I too get respect. I honestly feel like ending it all. I'm deathly allergic to a common medication found in all Indian households. If it gets any worse, I'll make her regret everything she's done to me.

Also, thankyou to everyone who reached out. Yall have been very kind to me. Thankyou for all the concern and dm's. It really means a lot to me