Virgin tempted to fall into fapping

I'm a 19M virgin and Muslim. I have never fapped or watched porn my entire life. But my intensely high desires and desperation for a girl and sex is tempted me to resort to masturbating, because I don't want to ever get married, I want to be single and celibate forever. And I'm just meant to and destined to be single and virgin forever.

I'm not talking about porn, I don't want to go for that. But I'm tempted as hell to jerk off to these Instagram girls, Tiktok girls and pictures and videos of hot girls on the internet. Because I'm never ever gonna have any of these girls. I'm never gonna have sex with any of these girls. I'm never gonna marry them. The only thing I can do is jerk off to them and fantasize about them. I know its sad and pathetic but I'm so desperate and frustrated.

I'm gonna stay single and celibate forever, but my high sexual urges and attraction to women will make life miserable and depressing for me. If I am not able to suppress these desires, I will either fall into sex outside of marriage which I don't want as its a really huge sin or I will resort to jerking off to these girls I won't ever get to have because Islam stops me from marrying these types of immodest and promiscuous women.