FTM and feeling all the feels

Baby is 3 days old and I have began to dread the nighttime because I worry about him. I am considering the owlet sock but don’t know if it will actually help me, or if I’ll become obsessive about it. I have also been very weepy the last 24 hours since bringing baby home- especially today for some reason. My husband is phenomenal and we have a wonderful support system all within 10 minutes of us. I am just feeling big feelings that I am trying to give myself grace for since everything is new and there’s no instruction manual. Just looking to see that I’m not alone in these emotions and that it’ll get better 💙