All my dreams came true

I want to share my personal experience in manifesting big and radical changes in my life.

I have created a new account to post this because my handle name on my original account is my real name.

From 17 to 22, I dealt with intense depression, and I was in a toxic relationship. My mom and I used to make jokes that I will meet a wealthy, handsome man who will help me step away from the current relationship. I discovered LOA in this period, and I made a list of everything I wanted plus a vision board. But I didn't know about Neville, and I wasn't consciously manifesting.

I was 22 at the time, and suddenly my two friends from London knocked at my door (I live in a different country, and they live in London, but they have family here). They invited me to a party in London. I didn't have the money, but my intuition told me to say yes, and my friend offered to buy my plane ticket once I said yes.

I met a handsome guy at this party, and we spend the weekend together with my friends. Let's call the guy Mike. Mike was the best friend of one of my friends in London. The connection we had was insane. I flew back to my country, and I immediately broke up with my ex. This was a long time coming, so he wasn't surprised. Meeting someone I had such a strong connection with gave me the final push to finally step away from the terrible relationship. Just like my mom and I used to joke about.

Mike lived in a different country far away from my country. I called Mike, telling him that I loved our time together, but I had to give myself time to get over my 7-year relationship. Plus, he was in an open relationship with someone else, and I didn't want to be anyone's side chick. After meeting him, I somehow knew in the back of my mind we would end up together (a bit of 'living in the end' kind of feeling). Please don't ask me why, because he lives in another country and I had no real reason to believe it. I didn't even know if we would meet ever again.

As I said, I was aware of LOA at this time and made a list of things I wanted, but I wasn't actively doing anything to manifest consciously.

So I spend three days with Mike in London, and then I stopped the contact. I thought about Mike a lot, and to soothe myself, I would visualize before bed a romantic story of meeting him again. To help me through the break-up and the loneliness I was feeling. I didn't do it actually to think it would happen! My 'living in the end' feeling was a background feeling, a very slight feeling, not a conscious one. So I was doing SATS without any attachments every single night after meeting him. I wasn't in a good mental space at all. I just came out of depression, and whenever I thought about Mike, my thoughts weren't that positive. I did not live in the end 24/7 (I had no idea that this was a technique). I did feel like I deserved a better life & believed that anything was possible.

Fast forward three months, I was at the airport to fly back to London to visit my friends once again. Of course, I was thinking about Mike. I look up to see my flight information. I see my flight and a second flight that travels to the city that Mike lives in. As a joke, I texted him: 'Should I get on the second flight instead?' He immediately told me that he has been dating other girls, but no one compares to the connection we shared that weekend and complimented me like crazy. After that, a week passed without any contact, and I was sad about it. I never stopped doing SATS, though; it was a fun thing to do.

Now, this is where things get crazy. Mike suddenly sends me a text a week later: 'Do you want to go to the Maldives with me?' I freaked out in joy, and my friend and I were jumping in the air. He sends me his credit card information to buy the flight. It was costly because it would be 24 hours of travel. No one had spent that much money on me before, and I don't even know him that well. I trusted this whole process because my friends from London have known him for many years and trust him.

A few weeks later, I went to the Maldives with him. It was absolutely insane. I came from a low-income family and had many money issues even when I lived with my ex-boyfriend. I remembered that I once saw a movie with a Maldives scene, and I said out loud: 'I will go there, and when I'm there, I will have made it!' as a joke. I always had big dreams and ambitions. Now I was in paradise at an insane 5-star resort. We had a magical week, and we met again a few days later in London. He had broken up with his girlfriend in the three months while we didn't speak. In London, he asked me to be his girlfriend.

In the next three years, we have traveled the world together; I moved to the country he lived, I got an incredible career position, and we got married.

One time, I visited my home country, and my brother's dog ate my wallet (yes, lol). I found my manifestation list hidden away in this wallet. The list I wrote three years before, that I forgot about, all came true. Every single thing that I wanted.

A few things on that list and vision board was: - I am in a position where I never have to worry about money and can focus on doing what I love (my photography career) - I speak fluently English (Which I learned because I left my home country) - I am traveling the world - I am having crazy adventures all the time (I used a picture of a cool-looking waterpark that I didn't know the location of to represent this. Once I moved to the country my husband lived, I visited the waterpark of this city. Guess what? It was the same waterpark I used on my vision board. I got chills all over my body when I was standing there.)

I lived the dream life, married my loving husband, and was in a fantastic career opportunity for my photography. I was living in the most stunning luxury apartment and traveling to new countries every couple of months. I learned how to dive, surf, wake surf. I worked out up to two hours a day & ate healthy most of the time.

Sounds pretty awesome, right? And yes, it was.

It's not all a fairy tale, though. I was a very anxious person who just got out of depression. I had no idea about Neville, and I was a slave to my emotions and thoughts. I had a lot of healing to do with the traumas I went through in my youth and my last relationship. I started imagining all the things that could go wrong. In my relationships, in my career, etc. Not knowing I was creating precisely that. I started having panic attacks every week; I drank all the time and got a Xanax prescription to deal with high anxiety levels. I was full of guilt that even though my life was amazing, my past still haunted me.

Just like I manifested my miracles, I manifested all the things that could go wrong as well. I didn't believe I was worthy of living this amazing life, so that's what I got. Slowly, my reality started reflecting how I was feeling.

My husband and I broke up. I am now living back in the Netherlands & discovered Neville after the break-up. Everything makes scenes to me now. I'm about a year into Neville's teachings.

The lessons I've learned: - Even though my overall state wasn't positive, I was able to manifest everything with SATS alone and the belief that anything is possible. I honestly reached the feeling of being together in SATS because it was simply a fun thing for me to do. - BECAUSE my overall state wasn't positive, and I didn't do any SATS because I was already living my dream, I manifested our break up eventually. I was using my imagination in fear and anxiety. - All external things will not bring you happiness. I know everyone has different dreams, but I got all my external dreams to come true, and even more than I imagined. Yet, I couldn't fully enjoy all the abundance because of my internal suffering and lack of self-worth.

I'm 26 now, and I had to "start over" with no money to my name. Which sounds depressing, but it's not. Once I discovered Neville, I no longer have an anxiety disorder or panic attacks. I used revision on my traumas, and I'm letting "the old man" die. I'm now able to apply his teachings and learning more and more. I've manifested all my dreams before, and I know it'll all happen again. My goals changed, but it'll all play out again.

Thanks for reading & I hope this helps.