Being genetically unlucky is sad.

Not playing the victim but i've been trying to talk to girls in university and approaching them during breaks and non of them actually are interrested so i gave up 5 years ago , despite being short guy ( 155 cm ) with diagnosed Nystagmus , its been hard for me to maintain an eye contact with people and recognizing their faces from a distance.
However I always consider myself brave for pushing myself to socialize with people , something inside me always tells me " it is what is is " just go talk to her and i do , i've applied this with public speaking fear, i always pushed myself from social anxiety and took action , however not all people on earth get what they want. Sometimes you just have to accept the fact that you are genetically unlucky .