Spouse has made my life a living hell

I have posted here a few times.

Just wanted to say anyone going through a divorce - make things easy on your spouse.

Getting married was perhaps one of the biggest mistakes I’ve made in my life. My entire life had flipped upside down and I’ve been extremely abused both physically and emotionally. I’ve tried escaping now 3 times, including 1 time with my newborn daughter.

Every time, my husband makes my life a living hell and is extremely manipulative. Continuously uses Islam against me to assert dominance and power. It’s really pushed me away from the religion and I’m hanging on by a thread.

Please make sincere duas for me. I have tried so hard to leave but there has been many roadblocks. We are currently separated now though.