I’m so overwhelmed. I just threw out so much stuff in our house, and now I’m about to shave my head

Someone talk me out of it or should I really go through??

I’m going through insane postpartum hair loss, I can’t even wear my hair down because spit up and baby pulling and toddler chaos dirt. I don’t even wash it regularly because of mom time tbh. But I love my long hair. But I don’t even use it! I have a long face and I don’t even think Id look good with short hair. Also, I can’t afford a professional!

Edit: ok I’m not cutting it. Thank you so much everyone for the perspective ❤️. I feel very much off the ledge lol