Sorry if this is dumb

I was surprised to be bumped up to a once-a-month pickup for takehomes instead of the usual two weeks. When I went to collect my bag, the staff commented that it would be strange only seeing me once a month. At first, I was excited, but I also felt a bit odd and sad about it. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has felt this way. By the way, I'm looking for a bigger box to keep things organized, as I currently use the smaller black and silver combination box. Any recommendations? I want something with a combination of no key and something that keeps it organized and tidy.. thanks 😊✌