Why everything but the big one?

I wanted to get a degree, ended up with 4.

Wanted to not work for idiot bosses that pay shit, now work for myself.

Wanted to make no less than 100 a day, Made that, then wanted double, now make that.

Wanted to fly airplanes, have been learning.

The only thing I have not been able to manifest is a true life changing lottery win... Im definitely getting closer, I can feel it getting near. I constantly think, dream, imagine, and wish to have more money than I'd ever know what to do with. 180million take home would be nice.

I do find the more you focus, the more you desire, the more you follow the path that feels like you are getting closer, the easier things manifest themselves.