7 years

I lost my LDR bf yesterday. I feel so lost, idk what to do. We were just on the phone sleeping together. He was just suppose to go to the clinic for a bloodwork. When he didn’t update I called his phone and his mom answered crying saying he passed. He had a heart attack and collapsed.

I need help just to talk to people who have experienced the same. My friends won’t understand. We havent met but he was my person. I love him. He’s my bestfriend. We had so much plans and we were suppose to meet this year to celebrate our birthdays. How do you move on from this pain? It still feels like a bad dream.

UPDATE: I read all your comments, advice and stories and I want to give everyone a big hug. Thank you. I appreciate everything you guys shared.

I am talking to his mom every night and we are exchanging stories about him. It feels so good and nice to talk about him. Our memories and love will live on. Its such an honor that the universe gave me the opportunity to get to know him and love him.