So much pain today - just a vent - reinfection

Not looking for advice or anything, just needed to vent. I've had LC for several years now and been doing really well recently - just started working full-time beginning of December for the first time in nearly two years. BIL showed up for holiday celebration late December and brought COVID with him and I got reinfected.

Went back to work last week after resting. I've been feeling a little better each day. But today ... The body aches and pains were brutal. I'm pissed and scared and just...needed to get this off my chest.