Welp.. Heartbroken

So defeated. Jan 2023 made a 139, and June 2023 made a 137... I opened my score today expecting at least a 140, I ended up making a 127. I submitted my applications earlier this month because I just knew all my studying would pay off. I also submitted an LSAT addendum. I hate this. I hate myself for this. I'm studying again and will try one last time in February, but I'm so unmotivated. I've tried everything, 7sage, LSAC Lawhub, LSAT demon, Khan Academy, read LSAC books, The LSAT trainer book, and even paid thousands for a tutor. I just don't get it. I didn't take a GMAT to get into my MBA program and I have a 4.0. I feel like the LSAT should not be so heavily considered because this is just ridiculous. I don't even know what to do at this point.