Ended up just like a hard drug addict

My life is over, I have endless health issues, I can't quit because I'm so heavily addicted, I don't want to quit because it's so addictive, And everyday now I just wonder when I'm gonna die from likely cardiac arrest as my heart struggles usually when I eat anything fatty which I avoid like the plague

Just like a person who keeps doing heroin, The same fate is going to be for me

Who knew ketamine was so serious when they first took it, I sure as shit didn't think I'd end up like this, I thought I could take this everyday for at least 10 years lol, Got me more like dead within 10 years

Idk how people quit, I seriously just don't get it, Being without ketamine is the most boring existence imaginable, I don't want to die but honestly it's hard to actually choose to want to be alive

Crazy how addictive this drug is, People would rather just let themselves die rather than get sober

But I guess it happens to people on alcohol, Opiates, Cocaine etc, Guess a lot of people don't realise ketamine is no different, At least in my opinion because what this drug has done to my life is like what those other drugs do to a lot of people's lives