I am ashamed of myself (Dropper)

Like most of you here ,10th tak main bhi topper tha , phir aaya mere Jee ka phase . And Phir Abhi Tak Ke Zindagi Ka Sabse Bada Mistake Kiya , Papa ne personal phone dila diya. Phir Main YouTube, Movies Aur Thoda bahut Corn ka addicted ho gaya . Maine PW Arjuna Batch liya par main Padh nahi paya inhi karno se aur poora 11th barbaad hua. Main school jata tha phir screen time 8+ hours rehta.(Itna nalayak tha main )

Abh diwali me Papa ghar aaye , unhone Jee ka form bharne bola kyunki Unko lagta tha main bahut mehnat kar raha hoon ,par main dar gaya tha , Par Papa understanding the , unhone bola ki abhi JEE Do koi Pressure mat lo , Jo hona hoga wo to hokar hi lahega .

Same haal to class 12 th ka bhi tha , but Mujhe physics bahut Pasand thi to Uske kuch chapters kiye the , to ijjat almost bach gayi .

Yahan jitne school going honge unko Problem ho rahi hogi School preshan kar raha hai , BUT mere case me saare Teachers bhi Bahot supportive, Physics Wale sir ka main favorite tha , maths vale sir humesha mujhe appreciate karte jab ki main maths me bahut weak ho gaya. Copies ka jyada problem nahi tha .

Aaj Ek Dropper hoon ,Aur mere jindagi me REGRETS ke alawa kuch nahi hain , itni supportive family, itne supportive teachers ke baad bhi main ek failure hoon.

I am writing it here because dukh baatne se kamta hai , Waise bhi drop year tum log ke alawa koi dost bhi to nahi hai. Samjhane ke liye gali bhi de sakte ho, feel free.

TLDR : Had very Supportive School Teachers And Family, still wasted 11th and 12 th due to smartphone addiction. I am a dropper now . And ,I'm drowning in regrets today.

Like most of you here ,10th tak main bhi topper tha , phir aaya mere Jee ka phase . And Phir Abhi Tak Ke Zindagi Ka Sabse Bada Mistake Kiya , Papa ne personal phone dila diya. Phir Main YouTube, Movies Aur Thoda bahut Corn ka addicted ho gaya . Maine PW Arjuna Batch liya par main Padh nahi paya inhi karno se aur poora 11th barbaad hua. Main school jata tha phir screen time 8+ hours rehta.(Itna nalayak tha main )

Abh diwali me Papa ghar aaye , unhone Jee ka form bharne bola kyunki Unko lagta tha main bahut mehnat kar raha hoon ,par main dar gaya tha , Par Papa understanding the , unhone bola ki abhi JEE Do koi Pressure mat lo , Jo hona hoga wo to hokar hi lahega .

Same haal to class 12 th ka bhi tha , but Mujhe physics bahut Pasand thi to Uske kuch chapters kiye the , to ijjat almost bach gayi .

Yahan jitne school going honge unko Problem ho rahi hogi School preshan kar raha hai , BUT mere case me saare Teachers bhi Bahot supportive, Physics Wale sir ka main favorite tha , maths vale sir humesha mujhe appreciate karte jab ki main maths me bahut weak ho gaya. Copies ka jyada problem nahi tha .

Aaj Ek Dropper hoon ,Aur mere jindagi me REGRETS ke alawa kuch nahi hain , itni supportive family, itne supportive teachers ke baad bhi main ek failure hoon.

I am writing it here because dukh baatne se kamta hai , Waise bhi drop year tum log ke alawa koi dost bhi to nahi hai. Samjhane ke liye gali bhi de sakte ho, feel free.

TLDR : Had very Supportive School Teachers And Family, still wasted 11th and 12 th due to smartphone addiction. I am a dropper now . And ,I'm drowning in regrets today.