I just want to give up

So I've already done the antibiotic 14 day course for hpylori. And it's been a month and half since I did. Do I feel better? I don't know. There were days when the different types of pain I was feeling would subside. But then they would be back. Currently I'm having lower back pain since 2 days. And I'm also often constipated. Except in the mornings when I have such an urgency to go to the bathroom. So, I don't know what I should do exactly. I'm still feeling burpy and gassy, with occasional pain in the sides of my abdomen. It comes and goes Also...I've felt generally tired. Sometimes my joints would ache too. I don't know what to do. I'm feeling so terribly stuck, confused and just TIRED. I'm tired. Sick of it. My anxiety has been terrible throughout this time. And lately, I've been feeling so down. I'm trying to be fine. But I'm not fine. It's just tiring.