anyone else have 0 motivation for anything

it’s like before i would allways go to the gym, do lots os scincare and was overall very motivated to improve how i looked and presented to women. In general i just loved chasing girls and i guess i was very vain. where as now i do none of this, Now i find it so easy to sit in bed and do nothing and get fat bc what is the point in looking good if i can never be with a girl again if im gay.

every time i used to look in the mirror i was happy if i thight i looked good and would snap pictures to girls, now its like i hate it when i think i look good and im faking trying to look good for girls.