anyone else feel like the would like it

before i could tell after imagining senarios with men like kissing and a relationship that i didn’t want it. It didn’t make me uncomfortable but it wasn’t for me.

Whereas in the past few days it’s like i feel like i would enjoy these things? i hate this. i feel like it can’t be true because before i knew i didnt, maybe its because my mind became desensitised?

but i just can’t help but think dating a man doesn’t seem as bad and i hate it