It's been two weeks since my dad died.

It's been two weeks since my Dad died. I've been living in his house for those two weeks in a different state, to get his affairs in order. I miss my dog and cat. I miss my house. I'm super lonely, and the fact that nobody really gets it is isolating. Last night I went on a tinder date to blow off steam. The date was fine, but I ended up getting hammered and booking a hotel. My dad as in AA for the last two years of his life, and I defintely struggle with alcohol too. However, I've really cut down in the months, so last night was a a bender for me. I'm really depressed today and hungover. I'm kind of just looking for stories on how other people coped. I think when I get home I'll hopefully feel less lonely. How do you fill the void when nobody truly gets it?