Help me i’m lost in the sauce

Buying first glock soon and there are too many options. Shoot me a recommendation?

  • It will be used mostly for weekly range plinking and be my full time home defense piece. Being able to carry is a bonus not a requirement

  • Must be mos (no biggie)

  • My hand is just barely too large for a G19 grip (not really but i am autistic when half my pinky is off the grip - i think a magwell could fix this nicely)

  • A full size grip such as a G17 feels nice and spacious but there is something to be said for a locked in grip that is smaller?

  • Will definitely be getting Radian RJ/AB because why not. Already purchased sight & light & adapter place

  • Not sure what slide length i want

I have already went to multiple stores and tried most every configuration. I have no “gut feeling” this is the one like I normally do, there are just too many options that are too similar. Am buying bc I have so many glock mags for other shooting irons and i long for the goon tape vibe. I am sure regardless of what i get it will work i am just nit picking here looking for recommendations.

45? 19? 17? 49? I have no idea!!

Any feedback / suggestions is appreciated 👍👍