Suicide

How does one not kill themselves with this condition?? Seriously what’s the point to live like this? I feel like cancer would be a better outcome than this I’m so fucking done with this. I know people have suffered longer but it’s been damn near a year of this misery with no fucking let up. The bullshit dieting doesn’t fucking matter I’m not taking the bullshit meds the cause bullshit side effects I’m just done. I’m ready to but a bullet in my head. This is my last post sorry if this offends anyone I’m just so done this has taken my life what’s the point to suffer everyday just to live lol? This a fucking shit show life sucks I’ve cried everyday for a year now no more tears left. Of course I don’t really want to die but I can’t live like this and this condition is life long so might as well cut it short