I never held a girl's hand before 30

Some of you are still too young to worry about being FA. I never had a chance to hold a girl's hand before I was 30. Back then having a gf was like a dream for me. When I was 30, I somehow scored a 2 month long dating relationship with a very pretty girl. One morning waking up, I thought I was dreaming. Eventually she turned me down since I was so awkward around her. That was due to I never had any experience around girls so I blew it. But she was patient enough to give me 2 months. Eventually she told me "you are not the one". I was crushed for months. After that crush, it somehow changed me. I became more confident in approaching girls. I just messaged many girls on my Fb and wait for them to reply. Trust me, you eventually will find that one girl who also happens to be as lonely like you. Maybe they're in a remote/ rural area where they can't find a bf. I've seen a lot of girls being with below average guys. I'm now mid 30s and engaged. So there's hope. Keep it up.