Regret watching?

Has anyone finished this series and regretted watching it?

10 minutes into the first episode I knew this was a very well crafted show. End of episode 1 I have bawled my eyes out. There is only one other series where after finishing it, given how traumatizing and heartbreaking it was, the way it lingered and I was in a fog for days afterwards, ... truly devastated, I almost regretted ever watching it. It was The English, if anyone knows that show.

I'm female and straight so fortunately it's not that type of trauma, but impossible choices, longing, heartbreak.

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