baka trans aq d q alam tulong ahahshsh

I copied and pasted this from another subreddit, i just found out about this subreddit now + if ur bisaya i understand it better pls talk to me in bisaya hahshahs

so baka trans aq pero like at the same time d q feel na trans aq.. idk if that makes sense, like it feels wrong, dont get me wrong, d nmn aq transphobic or anything along those lines, if trans ka, ill obviously respect you nmn. Pero as in for me jd?? d q alam.. baka kc yng mga magulang ko is against LGBTQ+, pero alam nmn nila na hindi aq like exclusive in liking boys, d guro gani inexpect nila na yng bata nila maging bading HAHSHAHSGSH I think they can tolerate me liking other genders, pero being trans? Like idk i dont think they would accept me by that point. I remember one statement sa papa q na ano something like okay lng daw na gay, lesbian, bi, mga ganyan, basta d kalang daw trans, kc bakit daw palitan mo yng gender identity mo na binigay nmn yan sa Diyos? And ngl that statement has stuck with me for a long time

Pero i genuinely hate being referred as a girl, like i hope this isn't offensive or anything, im not trying to be, ik nobody is obligated to refer me as a boy or anything, pero it feels wrong to be a girl as well. Like haha ang oa q pero d q talaga like.. idk it genuinely feels so wrong and i could be treans pero baka in denial but idk ahdhshahdah i really want someone to help me, just to clear things up or like see in another point of view, another thing is im still in my teen years, and what if phase lng to pero idk feel ko nga final na to..