i need more transmasc friends

I dont have many friends, only one of them os trans and he lives in another country, so we don't talk much. The cis friends i jave are obviously not transphobic but they don't fully understand how sometjings can be not great. One of them says they see me as a boy but ik that's not true amd her trying to convince me she does just makes it worse. Also if i jokingly talk about my d*ck she says u dont have one. Im like i know, u don't need to remind me idk.