Likely losing my job

Hey y'all.

Lately my symptoms have reached such a severity that I have only worked a single PARTIAL day at my new job in the last two weeks. I should state now that I'm currently undiagnosed. All I have to go off of is years of my own research. I started a job a few months ago working in a call center. Probably my fault for choosing a field of work I knew I was likely not going to thrive in, but the benefits were too good to pass up. For the past few weeks, I've had moments where I've sat at my work computer, opening up all the tools and programs I need for my job, and I just.. sit there. By the time it's ready to open up my queue for calls, I completely shutdown. All I can feel in that moment is genuine dread and I immediately go through the appropriate avenues for calling out and run off to my depression nest to rot in bed for the rest of the day. It's been like this for most of the jobs I've ever had. I've called out again today, despite knowing I'm likely going to be fired for it. I just moved to a new area earlier in the year and I've already been through 3 different jobs. The folks I live with now have been supportive, but I know even that is likely going to have its limits. I'm trying my best but I simply don't know how to cope with it.

All of this has come with a lot of addition struggles with my mental health that have been debilitating to say the least. If I lose this job, I also lose the insurance that is going to help me get the care that I need. I would like to ask some folks about their jobs and what helps them thrive. I only have my high school diploma and no real valuable skillset to apply to the workforce. I'm tired of feeling like a burden to those in my life and I want things to change.