My ex won’t talk to me

Hey everyone, we had a big fall out almost 2 weeks ago and I regret everything I have done, I caved in and called her on Friday when I promised myself I wouldn’t reach out and it did not go well, I wish I couldve done things differently, i’m trying no contact to see if any of this will change. One of my friends was trying to see how she was doing and this is what she was saying to her, I never thought I would resort to Reddit lol