I need support.

I've been struggling for days with my aura coming and going and on the verge of a seizure any moment and I am breaking down. I want to just end it. I can't deal with this ugly disease anymore. It has taken my life from me or what my life could've been I never got to have one. I'm so tired and I just can't handle it I'm mad, sad, anxious, and just done. 😭😭😭 This isn't fair!!