Handling work online

I can't understand online instructions.... I try to do screen readers but because they don't inflect in tone I can't understand it anyways. I try chatgpt but it doesn't get the nuances.

I do use screen readers for research papers and it helps! But instructions are worse for me.

I keep taking hours when it should take 10 minutes, I ask stupid questions that was answered in the message cause I can't understand. I would ask them to call me but they don't have the time. I want to be exceptional. But all I feel is like I'm back in school crying everyday.

I don't wanna be more work than I'm worth for my company. I don't wanna be the person they ask me to help out but I need them to baby sit me so I understand.