How early is early?

Long story short I was with my ex a long time. We just got divorced 3 months ago. I loved him, but we knew it was over for a while. And I grieved and all that, but sometimes I still miss us.. I know we made the right call.

But I find myself craving relationship and sex. I know I don’t want a BF or look for another husband. I know I should get to know myself and all that.. but fuck, I miss being touched and flirting. Laughing and going out.

How early is early? We were together for 20 years…