Having a Rough Day

Do you know what happens after the anger and resentment is gone from having a dead bedroom? When your high libido finally just gives up? You’re left with unbearable sadness.

That’s where I’m at right now. I have already processed those feelings of resentment and now I’m just kind of numb to it.

I don’t love my husband anymore but we are good friends. What makes me more sad is the fact that he hasn’t even noticed I’m sad or care to ask me what’s wrong. It’s just a never ending cycle of this. I feel like I’m happy and in a good place and then it all comes crumbling down when I go to bed alone.

We have an open relationship on my end but it never really fills the emotional hole that’s missing .

If you care to know, I’m a HLF 28 and my husband is a LLM 39.