I broke

Woke up early. Too early. 5am. I couldn't fall back to sleep. Went downstairs, made coffee, ate a bit of leftover steak, then logged into work (work from home). 2 hours later I go wake up wife. (40+) no libido at all. She's in bed, sheets at her waist. Stretching, while her glorious boobs are right there, taunting me. I can't touch. She says she feels groped. Leave room and go back to my work area. After she dressed she came in to my work area to kiss me goodby(peck on cheek) and straddled my leg and hugged me. I teared up and tried to hide it. She saw and asked me why. All I could say was I'm lonely. She gave me a nice hug and then left for work. I'm empty.