Lost my lil mans last night. I’m so heartbroken.

He was the best lil guy for me. It’s funny I wanted I dog to help with my anxiety and instead adopted a dog with anxiety. I only had 7.5 years with him but I’m grateful he got to pass peacefully. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do but I held him to the end. I woke up in the middle of the night and just cried for almost three hours before falling back asleep. Woke up and cried some more. Just been laying in bed thinking how silent it is, thinking how I don’t have my cuddle buddy who nestled next to me every single night, thinking how his things are still scattered around my room. It’s so quiet and empty. Man I feel like I’m going to be crying for the rest of 2025. My lil mans.