Proof of Christianity over Islam

Hi everyone! I wanted to come on here because I've recently been feeling pulled back to religion; I grew up Christian but have been curious about Islam as well. Honestly the pull between the two has been scaring me a lot, since I have issues with both and also both say that if you don't follow them you go to Hell... I've been praying like crazy for God to show me the truth, that I want to know Him and achieve paradise, but so far have seen nothing. I was inspired to post here though!

Would you mind sending me your favorite scholarly defenses of Christianity over Islam so I can learn more? Thank you!