Buried my 3 year old soul mate today

Doesn't really feel real typing this, still in shock and not processing it fully. Our cat had been missing for 3 days recently, we had checked the country lanes near our house each day to see if anything had happened to him.

Today, we found him only 30 seconds from our house, run over and killed. I was almost sick, he was on his way home and ended up cut in two by a car. I don't think I'll ever forget the sight. I had to cover him and shovel him off the road so we could bury him in his favourite spot in our garden.

I just feel devastated and honestly furious, cried my eyes out all day. Such an innocent boy full of love, who was almost always in my shadow following me, had to meet such a gruesome and abrupt end.

Life is so cruel. Rest in peace Koby, maybe some time I'll see you again.