I think I might die. I’m almost paralyzed and brain dead. Help please.

I don’t know what to do, it seems no matter what I do I get worse. I’m getting worse fatigue and brain issues every day and I can’t stop it. I don’t know if it’s adrenals, or the mold itself or what. I tried stopping detox, still got worse. Now I’m detoxing again, also taking anti fungals, and I’m literally almost paralyzed. Can’t get out of bed and my limbs are going dead. I cut the binders and detoxing and antifungals back down today and feel worse then yesterday. I take tons of vitamins, including b1 which is supposed to be a miracle for nerves and brain function. Hasn’t helped. I even thought I might be taking too much so I stopped for a bit. No difference at all. I drink so much electrolytes and eat tons of organic red meat and still feel like someone who’s starving to death. I haven’t lost over 60lbs in the last like 4 months from all the malnutrition and the bloating. I can’t eat enough at all. If I add in carbs my gut get worse and I start having insatiable food cravings where I over eat until I get extremely sick. If I cut them out I’m always hungry. Yet still even when I’m hungry all the time I don’t eat enough. My stomach is destroyed and I can’t heal it. I take Betaine HCL and digestive enzymes right now. I’ve tried Ox Bile, motility activators, probiotics, Zinc, licorice, and L glutamine to help my gut but I had MCAS histamine reactions to those. My reactions are so bad. I have insane panick attacks with throat swelling and vertigo and can’t walk straight. I fall into things and run into walls. The last few days have been the worst. I have to manually breath and it takes energy to talk. I literally can’t move, think, or talk. I just barely can do these things. It’s not even bed ridden, it’s basically I’m a vegetable. I seriously am brain dead. Like genuinely I think maybe I’ll be retarded soon. That’s not a joke. I have gone from a normal 18 year old that was addicted to the gym and health, to now being 19 and paralyzed wih the same body weight I had when I was 12. Lost 60lbs of muscle. And my gut is absolutely humongous and bloated all the time. It doesn’t even go down at all. It stays bloated no matter what food I eat. Or even if I don’t eat. Everything is a trigger. What do I do? Everyone gives conflicting advice. My mom who’s taking care of me can’t afford it anymore. We cant get tests or anything. I’m pretty sure if I had to go into a functional doctor I might literally die from the anxiety on the drive there. I feel so close to figuring out a solution yet so far away. Everybody contradicts eachother with everything. What’s the answer? I’m sorry for the negativity, but I’m making this post as a last ditch effort, I hope Jesus sends me the answer with someone in the comments. If I don’t just find the miracle cure soon I’m toast. God bless everyone here, I hope you all heal. I’ll pray for us all. Thanks.