Losing All Those Things That You Called “Our Thing” With Your Ex

The things that you shared as a couple. That made you guys who you were. Even if there were small things. It’s still really painful. Once they’re gone you think about them and miss them.

My girlfriend loves coffee. Especially iced coffee. We went to Dunkin Donuts a lot. Probably too much at times. She would do mobile orders for us. I got so used to going up to the drive-thru and saying mobile order for Christine. That sticks with me now when I go to Dunkin. I love the drink and food I may be getting there but I also feel sad.

She became comfortable farting in front of me. I know that’s a big thing for women. Some couples have been together for years and they don’t fart in front of each other. She did it once in my car by accident and got embarrassed. I laughed. It was funny and cute. It didn’t bother me or annoy me at all. It never did when she did. I would ask if she had to fart because I would love when she did. It was a thing we had. I’ve never been a guy bothered by a woman farting.

She also let me sit on her lap when she was on the toilet. I know that may sound weird. It was like a sexy and kinky thing we did. I would kiss her. That’s obviously a very vulnerable place for anyone. But we didn’t make each other feel weird. I’ve never done that with any other woman ever. I’ve never felt that comfortable with another woman like that. We were going the bathroom in front of each other and it became normal. I didn’t think I’d lose that.

We also started writing sexy stories for each other. Something I’ve never done with another girl. Stories with us in them in various situations doing different things. I love writing, so I loved doing it. A lot of fantasy went into it. She loved what I wrote. And what she would write was really hot. I don’t know how many women will do this and enjoy writing. That’s not something easy to find.

Her and I had so many inside jokes that we would always laugh about. She did funny voices I loved. We had nicknames for each other. Sweetheart has stuck with me. Other girls I’ve been with haven’t called me that. Her and I would call each other that. It meant a lot to me.