Read this if you need strength.
This is a goodbye letter to them. If you blame yourself because you overthinked, remember who made you overthink and why. There’s always fuel to the fire. Realize that some people aren’t worth the fight, you can’t keep chosing someone who doesn’t chose you. And someday someone will chose you without even blinking. He/she can say they are avoidants, or depressed, or a mess right now and that they can’t fight for you, but truth be told, you told them they could fight for you or lose you, and they have made their choice. “Oh but I was always so good for them” now this means it’s time for you to be good to yourself. “Why didn’t they realize my worth?!” Some people won’t see things even if you place them in front of them, don’t let that person be you. “Why don’t they apologize to me” you deserve the biggest most sincere apology for putting up with breadcrumbs that you called “love”. Love is supposed to feel good, not hurt you or make you sad or questioning your worth. You’ve done your best, why do you cry? It’s on them. They are the ones who lost someone incredible not you. Trust me.!